bottom of the barrel

i was happy to read about richelle & robyn's fun filled day at the mall...i was also happy to finally know where i rank on the importance list of both sisters...i knew where i ranked on regina's list- at the bottom with everyone else...but i was sad to finally realize that although neither has time to call me for days...or come to my house...or listen to my stories...or care less about guys i date that actually call me back...at least i finally know where i rank on their list- AT THE BOTTOM

and since i spent two years of my life with little to no sleep working 3rd shift...waking up early to be a part of as much as i could...that just won't be a good excuse this time...and since i always drive to the west valley...and they don't know where i live without map quest...that won't be a good one either...and since richelle has time to go to wendy's and to mesa to scrapbook with her other friends...i guess that gives me my spot...right at the bottom of the pile where i belong.